Saturday, April 30, 2005
Current Music: Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve
Today was my last day at Wetstone. I am really sad it's over. I was there for a whole semester almost, and I really enjoyed working there. What made it super awesome was the engineering guys. They were so great... I found out that they were so worried when they found out a female intern was coming, that they wouldnt be able to say stupid jokes and talk about female body parts... and I came along and, "kept right up with them" :) You have no idea how happy that makes me, that I was 'accepted' I guess is the word for it. I almost cried when Tim hugged me,a million different thoughts were going through my mind. I am so glad I didnt cry... I dont think I would have been able to keep it together. Lol, I am such a girl. Happily I still might get to see Kevin and Sarah since they come to Buffalo every so often. *deep breath* so many emotions, hard to decide which one is most prevalent. happy? sad? hopeful? lonely? rejected? who knows.
So this means I get to pack all my shit up and go back home. Oh boy. I really don't want to go back home but I guess I can take comfort in the fact I am only there for a short period of time. There are just some memories I don't feel like remembering, and certain ones I fear if I do I might do something stupid (***like fall for a guy again? yeah and then get shot down? yeah stuff like that***)
I can't believe this is the last summer where most of my friends will be home. Heck, Hamburg might not even be people's home next summer, it wont be for me, I am in DC for about 4 years at least. I wonder how much I will change... or stay the same.
My computer does not like WoW. It despises it like horde despises alliance. About the only time my compy freezes is when I play WoW. I was being escorted today by some guild members and I had to restart twice, I felt so bad. I also made my first 'gank' today. It was so wonderful!! Now all I want to do I kill alliance... but I have a much better chance of being killed myself at my level.
Well tomorrow I got tons of stuff to do: pack, go for a run/hike Treman park, go buy smelly stuff at the mall, work on my honors paper.... I'm sure there's more but I already forgot what it was... *sigh*