Beaners....

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Precious - Depeche Mode

Heidi, the dog we had since I was in third grade was put to sleep today. It was for the best, she was very old. Still, I wish I could have been there to say goodbye, of course I say that because there really was no way for me to get there, or maybe I don't mean that....

Oh beaners I will miss you so much. It will be weird to go home and have no friend to greet me when I open the door. Someone to listen to my problems, and not tell me what I should have done, just listen.

I feel horrible for mom, she must be devasted. At least she recognized that Heidi was not happy anymore finally. Must have been her toughest choice ever.

Love you beaners, you were my first dog, I won't forget you.