Saturday, April 30, 2005
Current Music: Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve
Today was my last day at Wetstone. I am really sad it's over. I was there for a whole semester almost, and I really enjoyed working there. What made it super awesome was the engineering guys. They were so great... I found out that they were so worried when they found out a female intern was coming, that they wouldnt be able to say stupid jokes and talk about female body parts... and I came along and, "kept right up with them" :) You have no idea how happy that makes me, that I was 'accepted' I guess is the word for it. I almost cried when Tim hugged me,a million different thoughts were going through my mind. I am so glad I didnt cry... I dont think I would have been able to keep it together. Lol, I am such a girl. Happily I still might get to see Kevin and Sarah since they come to Buffalo every so often. *deep breath* so many emotions, hard to decide which one is most prevalent. happy? sad? hopeful? lonely? rejected? who knows.
So this means I get to pack all my shit up and go back home. Oh boy. I really don't want to go back home but I guess I can take comfort in the fact I am only there for a short period of time. There are just some memories I don't feel like remembering, and certain ones I fear if I do I might do something stupid (***like fall for a guy again? yeah and then get shot down? yeah stuff like that***)
I can't believe this is the last summer where most of my friends will be home. Heck, Hamburg might not even be people's home next summer, it wont be for me, I am in DC for about 4 years at least. I wonder how much I will change... or stay the same.
My computer does not like WoW. It despises it like horde despises alliance. About the only time my compy freezes is when I play WoW. I was being escorted today by some guild members and I had to restart twice, I felt so bad. I also made my first 'gank' today. It was so wonderful!! Now all I want to do I kill alliance... but I have a much better chance of being killed myself at my level.
Well tomorrow I got tons of stuff to do: pack, go for a run/hike Treman park, go buy smelly stuff at the mall, work on my honors paper.... I'm sure there's more but I already forgot what it was... *sigh*
Monday, April 25, 2005
Current Music: Weapons of Mad Distoation - Chemical Brothers
w00t! The compy (aka LandMoose) is up and mostly functioning! As of now I have only 1 stick of RAM in an effort to trouble shoot the restarting problem. And my compy has restarted yet.... I will put the other stick in on Wednesday and see what happens. After I get that all figured out I will be rockin.. as this bad boy will have 1G of RAM... oh yeah HOT.
Did you know that Windows 64 bit edition will be able to support like 137G of RAM? Something pretty damn close to it at least, and seeing as how regular 32 bit compys can handle 4G of RAM... it's pretty fricking amazing and hot. Too bad win62bit edition is no where near ready... check out overclockers and look at todays article for more info on that.
Newegg has some awesome LCD flat panel displays for super mega cheap... makes me wanna go dual. However, I neeed to work on other things such as power supplies, cable covers, fans, and another hard drive first before I start going truly crazy go nuts.
I can't believe I am almost done with work at Wetstone. This is my last week. We are going out on Thursday to celebrate since Tim can't go out on the weekend. It should make for an interesting friday at work after partying thursday night... oh well!!
World of Warcraft is horribly addictive, but so is coffee and society finds that acceptable.
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Current Music: some political show
Wow it's been a while since I have written. Nothing too exciting has been happening. I think I got my motherboard in on friday at work, I do not know for sure because I was in NYC this weekend. My mom celebrated the 15th by going to the city and she asked me if i wanted to come too. How could I turn it down?
NYC was fun. We did a lot of shopping, however nothing seemed to fit me. I felt horrible, everything was so small! I felt so fat... how could I not? Everything was so cute spring-like, happy colors and whatnot. I had bubble tea twice and twice I was disappointed.. I miss good bubble tea.
I am done in two weeks with my internship. It is going to be sad. I really got hunker down and work on grad school stuff.
I have seemingly been busy or something... or bust enough that I stop worrying so much about certain things/people. I am afriad that going home will rip these wounds anew... luckily I will be leaving soon.