Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Monday, August 29, 2005
Current Music: Annie Waits - Ben Folds
I love how I tell other people who are sad to listen to happy songs, but I don't practice what I preach. Oh well.
I *think* I am OK with the whole Bill thing. At least OK enough that I am not going to worry about it 24/7. I will still think about how what he did to me sucked big time and how he totally lived up to the rep he swore he doesn't have. I will think of it more as a "he missed out on possibly the greatest thing of his life, and I am better off without him" memory. I'm sorry Bill, sorry for both of us.
In better awesome news... BRENT is engaged!! So awesome!!! I was in shock when Kaitlin told me, we were just talking about having a posse member getting married, and how weird it might be. And POOF it happens! Crazy! My very best wishes to him and Kate, the wedding is going to be crazy (I am sure the bachelor party will be crazier!).
School starts Tuesday, how frickin scary this all is. I can't make my job interview tomorrow because I need to go to orientation, do I even want a job? Will I be able to hold down a job with grad classes? Oh man who knows.
Everyone should go check out my website and look at the pics I took of DC.
Friday, August 26, 2005
| Jedi Master |
You scored 73% in Jedi Force Alignment
You are gracious, humble and selfless: you are a Jedi. Your name
belongs amongst those of the greats: Mace Windu, Shaak Ti, Kit Fitso.
|My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:|
|Link: The What Sort of Jedi Are You? Test written by CaptNezObiwan on OkCupid Free Online Dating|
| Kiss of Life |
You scored 66% Technique, 59% Timing, and 57% Passion!
Judging solely on your answers: Great combination, Kissing with a lot
of passion and skills. You do have some timing issues, but with the
other two variables it's acceptable. True romantic, and great amount of
attention given to details. (if FEMALE ... call me at 555- YUMMY)
If you are able to do that ... You are a HERO in my book!
(yes, KISSING ... it's a life saver!)
So, go out and save someone:
|My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:|
|Link: The Can KISSING style get you SEX Test written by dahippy on OkCupid Free Online Dating|
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Current Music: Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson *on repeat*
Well.. today WAS going really well. I walked around DC all day, taking pictures. Someone even asked me how to get somewhere! I felt like a real DC person, not some crazy tourist.
Then.. it all hit the fan.
I do not know what to think, I do not want to think about it, because it just makes me cry. Once again, I didn't speak up on how I feel, afriad it would freak someone out... and this happens.
I AM NOT BLAMING MYSELF FOR THIS... WHY DO I ALWAYS PLACE THE BLAME ON ME?!?! Damn it... I am way too nice a person, this is why I get BURNED all the time. I am so sick of getting burned. What is wrong with me? What is wrong with men.
He sounded sorry at least. At least he sounded speechless and not sure of what to say... too bad that really doesnt make me feel any better. I didn't know he felt that way about us, of course he didn't know how I felt, and by the time we both told eachother... ha ha.. TOO LATE.
Oh, how funny fate is. Wait, I dont find this funny at all. I think this absolutely sucks. Why couldn't he come and visit me? Why didn't I go visit him? Would it have really mattered. No one knows... and that really sucks. Common sense tells me that the whole situation is crazy anyways, but when you look at how it's played out, it's totally feasible.
ARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH. I hate men for making me hate myself.
"Now all that's left of me, is what I pretend to be. So together, but so broken up inside. Cause I can't breathe, no I can't sleep... I'm barely hanging on...Here I am, once again... I'm torn into pieces. Can't deny it, can't pretend, just thought *that maybve* you were the one. Broken up, deep inside... but you won't get to see the tears I cry.... behind these hazel eyes..." -Kelly Clarkson
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Current Music: nome, im ready for bed!
Why do Marines have to be so awesome? Ugh! Why do they have to be so damn hot?? Spooty Spooty Marines!
I had a good night (as if you couldnt tell!)
Sunday, August 14, 2005
Current Music: 69 Police - Ocean's Eleven Soundtrack
So hoorah for my first blog in DC! Everything is going amazingly well. Or at least as well as can be expected. I have met some awesome people (and of course a Marine, but we don't have much faith in that now do we?). w00t for everything being super great! I love it here! Lol, I will see how much that changes after a month.
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Current Music: Warehouse - DMB
It's funny how one week you are on top of a cloud, but the next week you feel defeated. I hate how that happens and it's basically out of your control, the ball is in someone else's court. Stupid.
I had a party last night and it was super fun. It was fun to have most of the group together again. I am going to miss everyone so much. There were so many missed opportunities to get together, hang out, and whatnot. Of course you never realize it until it's too late.
I love everyone here, and I hope I hope I made an impact on your lives and do not be a stranger.